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I Love you but I miss being in You 💔

Dear NSC,

I feel so comfortable, safe, happy and I am like what i am when i am with you , you mean a family to me . I don’t wanna loose you , you are not an option for me , you are my priority and feel like totally mine . 

Kani Naku nene nachatledu , nduku naake ila jarugutundi.

Nuvvante naku entha istamo neku teledu , nenu cheppina nuvvu nammavu , neeku ela chepte ardam avtundo kuda teledu , okasari chala dagaraga anipistav okasari chala dooranga stranger laga behave chestav. Nuvvu naku vaddu ani nuvvu naku entha cheppina naku ninnu vadalalani ledu ra , nduko teledu na brain ni na manasu dominate chestundi andukenemo ila avtundi . I am hating myself nannu nene question cheskuntunna naku self respect leda , siggu leda ani , naku nuvvu kavalani unnapudu avi anni naku kanipiyatledu , nuvvu nannu preminchalevani entha cheppina na valla avvatledu , nduku intha nachesav naku , naku entho mandi telusu kani evaritho ila kala , neethone nduku ,naku em avtundi ra , asala nenu nduku ila ayipoya , entha strong annukunna nenu nannu , kani ee vishayam lo nenu kaadu. Na jeevitham nduku ila avtundi manasu asla baledu ndukani ila naake nduku ila , yedupu aagatledu, nenu asala ninnu marchipogalana ? Ledu ala cheyalenu , marchipotam antu jarigithe nenu poyake ,naa life lo nuvve na first and last love ,nenu chala istamga preminchindi istapadindi ninne , nenu aalochinche decision tesukunta ani telusu kani nee vishyam lo emaindi na aalochana anedi naaku ardam kavatledu , nakem avtundi … naalo nene roju aalochinchi chinchi poyela unna , mood maruddam ani cinema chustunna gurthostav , paatalu vinna nuvve , kali ga unte inka anipistadi , chala sarlu message cheyakunda aagipoyedanni vigistunnatu vuntundani .



Ippatiki naalo lo edo oka chinna aasa eppatikaina ye oka nimisham ayna naa meeda prema kaligi untunda leda ani , asala nenu neeku gurthostana ( friend laga , nee uddesam lo ), naku em ardam kavatledu , kani okati telusu nenu ayte ninnu marchipolenu eppatiki alane untav naalo anthey . I loved you but l missed being in you .

Na manasuloki enthala vellipoyav antey , nenu naa feelings ni champukoni undalekapothunna.

Thanks for coming into my life and giving me pain.

I love you forever ❤️‍🩹

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